Ugh

So... My goal is to work out every day for the next two weeks. I have made a deal with myself that if I reach my goal, I will buy myself any purse that I want, which is this little number. I bought Ryan a wii fit for valentines day. We are having a contest that the person who loses the most weight in a 3 month span gets $200. So far he is winning. With only, 2 months left, it is time for me to step up my game. Besides the fact that I would really LOVE a new purse, I need to get healthy. The "Little's" have tons of health problems. Every single one of my fathers brothers and sisters are diabetic and none of them have lived past 68. Personally, I want to live long enough to be bat shit crazy, living in an Rv on my grandkid's college campus. I would rather die of something out of my control, then of something that was a result of me not taking care of myself. I know it will be shitty and I will be cranky about waking up early to go to the gym, but it cant be much worse then me being cranky when I have to take a shower because I know that I have to see myself naked.